~ Juliana aka Wenzi aka liwen aka Lanelle
~ Single
~ 12 october
~ 20 going to be 21!!
~ Singapore
~ Currently studying in NYP, taking Nursing Course
~ Libran. (An elegant n classy horoscope!)
:.(^(oo)^) my wishLists(^(00)^) .: x)
~ To Slim Down
~ Finish My Diploma ASAP n Be A Nurse [Granted]
~ Papillio or Birkenstock Cheery or flowery sandal[Granted]
~ Dress which i can match wif my jeans[Granted]
~ Ipod Ear piece[Granted]
~ Colour Contact lenses
~ Piano
~ Car
~ Japanese Digital Curl
~ Vera Wang Princess Perfume
~ (to be continue.....)
:. my loVeS .: x)
~ My Family
~ My Friends Who Know Me The Most: Ying, Ernest, Shan, Fan, Valerie n Lionel
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Tuesday, July 13, 2010 :]
Yes... They invited me to Sentosa tml. I was excited abt it and say Yes! w/o a 2nd thought. But as i was doing my work, the image of wat happen in Genting runs thru my mind again. This time round, it wont be in Genting. It will be the same group of ppl in Sentosa. Shld i go? Or shld i juz learn my lesson and forgo this trip. I tried sms-ing Grace, telling her that not to leave me alone for tml. Well, of cuz for someone who don't really know what happen, i'm able to anticipate her reply. And true enuff, she was puzzled as in y would i say that since she has alr invited me to the outing later on. Well, i do not know where to start and how to go abt it and so, the 3 famous alphabets is being used again.. NVM i said to her. Well, she might sense something amiss or maybe she will think that i'm being over sensitive again. Anyway, i'm not emo-ing but was just afraid to get hurt again! It's no fun being left out when everyone is having a great time. And so, i made up my mind... Real fast huh. haha.. well, i shall go for it since i wont be doing much @ home either. And if, ''tt''n thing ever happen? i'll juz leave.. This is Singapore.. Not Genting anymore! yea.. so.... We shall see..
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Thursday, July 01, 2010 :]
Back from the Genting trip.. Lost quite a sum of money there, but it's worthwhile cuz i learn new stuffs. But this is the worst trip ever. i felt totally left out. I hardly can merge into the group. i miss bear, i miss my sec sch frens there. i hate to be alone and yet i was being sucked into it. How does it feels when ur walking back to the hotel room alone when everyone has a company. How does it feels to stay in the hotel room alone when ur frens come back in pairs telling u that '' he is afraid of letting me walk back alone. so he came back with me'' oh well, i just walked back myself alone! How does it feels when everyone is luffing away having fun and u r all alone in the other room playing ur own game. It's not as if i did not try to blend in, but it juz dun work out. And @ the end, it will be me, sitting in the room, playing my game or sitting @ the back of the coach reading my book n totally out of their circle. i'm tired trying. i'm juz not as fun n popular or intellectually enuff for them. I never want this kind of trip anymore... Never..
~ Juliana aka Wenzi aka liwen aka Lanelle
~ To Slim Down
~ My Family
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