Sunday, February 04, 2007 :]
SATURDAYHmm, working working working.. i've been working on weekends to keep myself busy.. People tells me that, when u are tryingt o forget a broken relationship, 1stly, Go out with your friends more 2ndly, Keep urself busy wif lots of things be it school or work. 3rdly, it's drink.. alcholic sure keep u away from sorrow. Have been drinking for the past few weeks.. Alcohol is sure a very good company.. and so does those who accompany me when i'm really down. But frankly, those who is with me is my family, Alan and so Kim.. i wonder where is the rest like Ying, Shan, Fan n leo they all.. it's kind of sad tt they dun seem to care.. dun seem to take note tt their dear liwen is having a very low n down period.
Went to party world after a very long break in between. It do bring back memories of me n him going to k box often.. and those songs that he sang often n the way he sings it. i really misses him very much. Always trying to cover myself up, trying to make myself look as happy as anyone. But deep down inside me, i'm still feeling very miserable. when then can i pass this miserable stage? i dun dare to think n i dunno wat to do.. i can only go step by step. how i hope we can be together again. like how it use to be in the past. but this time round i will cherish him mre.. but i know, it will nv happen =(
*i still misses him badly*
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10:38 PM
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