Tuesday, January 23, 2007 :]
I am SO jealous. Why does everyone around have to be so sweet when i juz haf a failed relationship? It really hurts me when i realise tt almost ALL of them are happily living together with one another presense! ARGH!!!
After all these while when i thought i have really put him down, put the past behind me and able to continue my own journey. Nv did i realise tt i'm actually lying to myself. On the way home today, i cried again. U can say i m not strong, i'm naive, i'm stupid or even i'm foolish.. But i cant help it. Listening to those songs he put in the mp4, seeing the pic which was taken during last valentine, i juz had this sour feeling from the bottom of my heart. and before i know, tears already form from the corner of my eyes and within seconds, i'm crying alr.
No point crying, i know. But when i heard those lyrics of the song it juz simply describe the 2 of us. tt's y i juz cry quietly along the way home.
谁还记得是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话是我们以后的伤口
过了太久没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手说要一起走到最后
我们都忘了这条路走了多久
心中是清楚的有一天有一天都会停的
让时间说真话虽然我也害怕
在天黑了以后我们都不知道会不会有遗憾
谁还记得是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句是我们以后的伤口
过了太久没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手说要一起走到最后
我们都累了却没办法往回走
两颗心都迷惑怎么说怎么说都没有救
亲爱的为什么
也许你也不懂
两个相爱的人等对方先说找分开的理由
谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候
我和你的眼中看见了不同的天空
走的太远终于走到分岔路的路口
是不是你和我要有两个相反的梦
谁还记得是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话是我们以后的伤口
过了太久没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手说要一起走到最后
我和你手牵手说要一起走到最后
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3:58 PM
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~ Juliana aka Wenzi aka liwen aka Lanelle
~ To Slim Down
~ My Family
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