Friday, September 22, 2006 :]
What is Trust?I feel Trust is something that is important in the relationship. I wanted to gain the trust that i gave you but in the end, there is so much mistrust that have in our relationship.Why must everything happen together. The mind is full of all the troubled and finally everything had to be say out. Why cant everything be said earlier and we can handle it as fast as possible. What really did i have in the end, am i loving someone that nv love me.I realli dunno what can i do now, what is right and wrong. I am giving my best to my relationship, might be i still not done the best that you want.I wish you gave me the trust. I wanna say i love you only. No other galz, i never love other girl and the person in my mind always is only you. I never break my moto."Loving someone is to see the person happy and not sad"I am waiting for light to show me the right way and led me to the wrong road.Ok, I took that from Max's blog. It's Max's copyright :) But i think i have got something to say. Trust. Max, sometimes in a r/s u cant get back wat u have given. I think i also encounter this problem of trust before and i think i m still encountering it.
Anyway, I still love my bf because afterall the beautiful memories is much more then the bad memories. The beautiful memories spend together, the memorable moment. I guess all this will be the antidote to the survival of a r/s. And that is why, I m still deeply in love wif him :)
FYI: This is Max is my poly sch fren.. Not the another MAx :)
;
1:11 PM
***
Tuesday, September 12, 2006 :]
The New 4 Beauties of the class
Class photos. Can you spot me? I'm the one is purple!Hmm, i think my class are quite happening
Ya.. This is the Belated Teachers' Day gift for Jessica.
This are the so call friendly peoples in the class.Haha. The purpose of this pic is to show tt we can actually fool around while Jessica is talking.. Opps. It's for effect purpose only. We are good students!This are another bunch of friendly peoples.
;
1:46 PM
***
Saturday, September 09, 2006 :]
ARGHH.. so freaking upset.. imagine blogging at this time?? it's 5am in the morning!!! the earliest time of the day i have ever blogged!
Eventually waiting for someone's phonecall. gt everything prepare. Can set off once tt person call. But hell knows, he actually msg me!!!!!! my msg tone can nv wake me up unless i haf juz fallen aslp or i m about to wake up! ARGH!!!
I simply hate it when the plan is spoiled! Not saying tt i hate tt person who din call but i jus dun like it when things are plan out nicely, everything is done juz waiting for the last thing and in the end it's wreck!!! Argh.. so disappointed..
I'm not trying to make a big fuss out of this small matter. But.. i juz feel no justice. And pls, if i say call me nxt time, PLS CALL!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!
P/S for tt somone, dun feel bad.. i jus need to whine to someone but no one is available. all of them are sleeping soundly. so my final decision is to whine here!!! Cheers :)
;
5:27 AM
***
Wednesday, September 06, 2006 :]
haha. imagine your lecturer actually cry in front of the whole class bcuz we dun appreciate her effort, no gifts for her during teacher's day, make her wait whole day w/o appearing for the appointed time during holiday and tell her tt it's sick seeing her the first thing u reach sch at the first day of sch.
well, i m not the one who did all this. i am jus a student of her in the class. Well, we dun really socialise with her much, but we still regard her as our mentor. I feel sorry for her. but the fact is that, i dun even know when is teacher's day! How abt trying to ask me when is my Gang's birthdays.. well, my answer is, I'm sorry, i dun know. I dun have the habit of actually remembering everyone birthday. i ahve a selective memory. I only remember my family members birthday n n my lover birthday.. haha... sorry guys, although i dun remember your's brithday, tt doesn't mean u all are not impt to me! all of u guys are. bcuz u all leaves foot prints in my life, the path i am going thru!
So, the same goes for my mentor. It's not tt we dun appreciate u bcuz we din send u any greetings or gifts on Teacher's Day. Anyway, u still leaves ur foot prints in our lives and we'll of cuz rmb u!
There's an interesting sentence i learn today. "Don't come out of the situation BITTER. Come out of the situation BETTER!" Meaningful enuff? Be it r/s, friendship or even problems u encounter. Learn from it! so, Cheers :) (^(oo)^)
;
12:46 PM
***