~ Juliana aka Wenzi aka liwen aka Lanelle
~ Single
~ 12 october
~ 20 going to be 21!!
~ Singapore
~ Currently studying in NYP, taking Nursing Course
~ Libran. (An elegant n classy horoscope!)
:.(^(oo)^) my wishLists(^(00)^) .: x)
~ To Slim Down
~ Finish My Diploma ASAP n Be A Nurse [Granted]
~ Papillio or Birkenstock Cheery or flowery sandal[Granted]
~ Dress which i can match wif my jeans[Granted]
~ Ipod Ear piece[Granted]
~ Colour Contact lenses
~ Piano
~ Car
~ Japanese Digital Curl
~ Vera Wang Princess Perfume
~ (to be continue.....)
:. my loVeS .: x)
~ My Family
~ My Friends Who Know Me The Most: Ying, Ernest, Shan, Fan, Valerie n Lionel
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Friday, July 07, 2006 :]
AAahhhhh.. Juz check my result for the Attachment on yr 2. Well, damn the Ward sister for giving us such low marks! We are slogging our guts out everyday during attachment just because tt god damn bloody ward gt not enough AN(Assistant Nurse). And we student has become free labour who we din really meant our learnign objective in the ward bcuz we are being treated as AN or worst PCA lower rank then AN. F*** them. Instead of thanking us for helping them on those damn hour para, input/output chart, she just merely give comment on us that we are not active enough! WHAT??? did i hear it right???
Argh! Yesterday Sharlene pull me to Geylang to have a big feast on Durain. Wo de Tian ah, in the end i had a bad stomacj upset in the morning.. Pu and Pu and Pu! hehehe~ Well, was fun too and it was relaxing bcuz we bought the durain to ECP n sat there eating. Poor Alan, he was being scolded by Sharlene for not answering her question probably.. haha.. Well, Alan was our chaffeur yesterday, i m the follower and Sharlene was the Leader. She decides where to go and wat to do. Oh ya, recently Sharlene gt quite a few of tuition assignment for me. But it's either too far or it does not fit my time table. Tot i could earn a few bucks~
Recently, alot of people was telling me tt i look very loving Wif Ah ben. Let me count how many ppl haven tell me that. hmm.. around, 5? ya, shld be around there. They even ask me how to keep a r/s in this kind of state. whereby u do quarrel but afterawhile gets back together n loving again. Frankly speaking, i dun know how to answer this kind of question. But i do have a few words on how i think n act in this relationship.
During the past 1 yr plus, It's nv good life for the 2 of us. Dun talk abt the honey moon period. Honeymoon is only soemthing sweet whereby both parties will still b political to each other and no for garnted is being spotted. But as times n days past by which is approximately 3 months for wat i heard from normal couple. This is the beginging of the take each other for granted phrase. They will compare their partner wif other couple, they will compare their partner's attitude n the way they do things. Never will one self feel tt the love the other party gives is enough. They will always ask for more, more, and more. And tt may leads to numerous of quarrels, heart-breaking nights, Panda eyes n big soggy eyebag. I have been thru all this. whatever i mention above is what i haf been doing n is stressing them on my partner. He tolerate wif me @ first, but as times goes by, he starts to get tired of consoling, gets tired of the same episode happening again and again, gets tired of explaining, get's tired of assuring. @ this part of time, both parties will start to blame each other more major quarrels will follow up n tt will lead to break-up.
My r/s had numerous of break-up, or shld i say nearly broke up. But we manage to savage it @ the end of the day. We still quarrel, we still fights, i still throw tantrums @ time but it's better now. I know my limit n he know his. And i have learn quite a few lesson. I learn not to probe on things tt may hurt him or hurt myself. I learn not to dig on things tt may reveal danger. I learn to let go n forget. U can oso say tt i pretended nothing happen. Ignorance.. I am currently happy wif this r/s n had no problem wif it. So, mayb if u really wan2 know why we look so loving? u can try the way i maintain this r/s??!! haha..
~ Juliana aka Wenzi aka liwen aka Lanelle
~ To Slim Down
~ My Family
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