~ Juliana aka Wenzi aka liwen aka Lanelle
~ Single
~ 12 october
~ 20 going to be 21!!
~ Singapore
~ Currently studying in NYP, taking Nursing Course
~ Libran. (An elegant n classy horoscope!)
:.(^(oo)^) my wishLists(^(00)^) .: x)
~ To Slim Down
~ Finish My Diploma ASAP n Be A Nurse [Granted]
~ Papillio or Birkenstock Cheery or flowery sandal[Granted]
~ Dress which i can match wif my jeans[Granted]
~ Ipod Ear piece[Granted]
~ Colour Contact lenses
~ Piano
~ Car
~ Japanese Digital Curl
~ Vera Wang Princess Perfume
~ (to be continue.....)
:. my loVeS .: x)
~ My Family
~ My Friends Who Know Me The Most: Ying, Ernest, Shan, Fan, Valerie n Lionel
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Saturday, March 11, 2006 :]
PMS is scary... Actually celebrating Shan's birthday today.. I had made up my mind tt i will once again try my best to forget the past n go out with them.. It's not tt i dun wan.. But it's the feeling i had in the past tt is still bothering me since now..
Ben is working night shift today.. he cant accompany me to the celebration.. I m suppose to meet them up for dinner in Kallang.. I ask Ernest abt the price of the food there.. and he told me tt he can be $30 dollar n below.. SO EXPENSIVE.. and tt place is so far..
In the past i dun mind going out with them bcuz there's still a lionel who gt no gf n he can at least joke around with me, say some sacastic words to me.. Whenever i m out with them in the past, i always had this lonely feeling.. i always had this feeling to quickly find a bf so tt i wont be left out again..
Now.. things has change.. ppl around changes too.. Lionel gt a gf and so do i gt a bf.. All the couples went out together b4.. But u can imagine the loneliness u get when u r the single there n ALL of them r COUPLE! I dun wan tt kind of feeling again. morever this time round, Lionel is with his ger.. I doubt they will understand this kind of feeling bcuz i doubt they haf gone thru this b4.. I dun wan2 feel tt way again..
They always like to say Pei shan oso gt come out single together with us.. but did they realise something? I m always trying my best to occupy Shan's thought.. becuz i know the feeling of looking at others cuddling into each other arms n u r alone.. tt feeling is unbearable..
I hope some days.. they will understand this kind of feeling.. n instead of saying why i m crying over such a matter, i hope they can actually spare a thought n console me..
~ Juliana aka Wenzi aka liwen aka Lanelle
~ To Slim Down
~ My Family
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