Friday, March 31, 2006 :]
Okok.. i admit i was too lazy to blog for almost a week.. But it was also due to my exam ma..
Today was Hs2079 physc module exam.. It was a piece of cake.. what i haf learn came out.. haha..
Still mus study for the rest of the module coming up.. So tired..
Why so many ppl haf been asking me to go for a movie on saturday? I juz turn down the 5th person.. Argh.. why mus they ask me to go for a movie when the exam is round the corner?? damn it!
Went to watch Ice Age ytd.. It was very cute n funny.. haha.. Before movie, we went for dinner in Cafe Cartel in Cine.. I had Fish n Prawn combo.. While Ah ben had his St Louis Pork Rib again..
St Louis Pork Rib
Fish n Prawm Combo
Me n ah ben's 1 yr anniversary coming.. juz few more days.. But i am not ready for it.. I dun think i even haf the time to celebrate ba.. Hmm, Ah ben.. Possible to postpone the celebration to the nxt sunday where i haf gt no more exam n we can actually the celebration more freely n stress free..
Ah ben today was in a new environment working with his friend.. He sound tired, so i wont msg him alr.. i dun think he wan2 reply me either.. too tired le..
Guess my entry haf to end abruptly here.. Ciao~
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4:01 PM
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Saturday, March 25, 2006 :]
Darn.. Leo was hopitalise.. Get to know abt it this morning.. Was quite shock n sad when i hear it.. And the best thing is, he is admitted to CGH!!! so far from jurong.. bet his family haf to travel v far too.. haha..Went to see him.. Erm, a big scar on his face and a fracture wrist he have.. Kinda poor thing, but at least he still can joke around.. He was kinda glad when he saw us.. bet he must b really v v bored over there.. Anyway, after a while we went home.. Dear was having a headache so i drive home.. Fetch Shu hui hme too.. it's on the way..I drove home from Changi to Jurong leh.. Proud of myself.. The best thing is they are all fast a slp in the car.. this prove tt they really trust my driving skill.. Thx guys..Tml moving to my new hse.. not much feeling abt leaving the old hse.. and not much enthusiasium for moving to the new hse.. Hmm, i'll go watch soccer now.. Liverpool VS Everton.. alright.. cya~ And hope Leo get well soon...
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9:04 PM
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Wednesday, March 22, 2006 :]
*cough**cough*.. Choke by my own phlegm this morning.. I could'nt wake up @ all.. The throat is feeling sore, dry n itchy.. I can even sense the heat covering my body.. suspect having a fever.. And truely, i gt a fever of 38.5.. I could not even pull myself to brush my teeth.. And i doubt i can make it to sch.. Try asking nic or amber to help me sign my name.. Nic do help me.. but i think they r not v happy @ me for skipping lesson.. *cough*
Juz packing my room.. found this cute doll that has a story behind it.. Rmb i was in Primary sch tt time.. Daddy like to go to this Games house in Bugis.. He likes to catch tt doll n gif it to me n my siblings.. haha.. a very very nice memory indeed.. Here's a picture i drew..
*cough*.. my coughing is getting worst.. i m even afraid to slp.. Afraid tt the next day when i woke up, i may get choke by my own phlegm again.. -_-
I will go n see doc real soon myself.. Hope he will vonlunteer to accompany me along..
Tml gt class in the morning 8am.. Wonder can i make it.. i misses him.. badly.. *cough*
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11:18 PM
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Highly Recommend this dessert serve in BakerzIn.. The chocolate is warm and when u open it up, hot chocolate flow out like endless river.. the rich luxurious chocolate sause definetly will make ur taste buds itch.. hahaa... Well, that was being ordered by Nic and Robin..
Eventually, Benz and i ordered this! Becuz i haf gt craving for brownie that day so i haf ordered a brownie ice cream wif berries..
Dun it Looks appealing??
Ok.. Woke up feeling sore in the throat.. Wasn't feeling good.. So i guess it's due to the virus nic pass to me n me indulging in the Twisties i bought for movie the previous night.. haha.. Anyway, I made a bottle of honey water for nic, hope she get well soon...
Gt my 2nd attempt for clinical skills today.. Well, i pass it.. It's expected to have tt result.. heex.. As for Nic, she pass too! Not much worry for her bcuz we haf confident in her.. Anyway, I gt back I/M again.. a great help indeed, n i manage to do finish my skill in less den 10 mins.. haha~
Went back home after tt to get change to get rdy to go out wif Benz.. Daddy was kinda piss with me for not helping them to deco the hse.. oppsx.. Anyway, i promise him tt i will help out tml..
Was playing pool with Benz juz now.. took a few pictures of his handsome pose..
Tt's my man..
Me in the Pool center
Shuai!!!
Anyway, Benz let me drive his car.. And i fetch my sis home.. Proud of myself.. haha~ tt's all for today.. Cya~
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2:34 AM
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Thursday, March 16, 2006 :]
Hehehehe.. Happy days in sch.. Took alot of pics wif Amber n Nic.. Well, Can see frm the pic, we r really very happy together! Well, it mus b a long time since u guys see our pics.. Here goes.. It will b a v Pictury blog entry!
Amber is going crazy..
See!!! We r really V Happy..
Happy Together!!
Yesh?? Wunch?? Who call me??
Speak no evil, Hear no evil and See no evil.. But it looks as if she is Smell no evil..
Trying to take a pic when Amber is nt around.. But her bag represent her anyway~
The very First pic i Took wif her..
Amber is coming!!! Quick.. Press the button!!!
Second version of See no evil, Hear no evil and Speak no evil..
Sniff... They dun wan me to be in the picture.. But i manage to squeeze in!!
OMG.. What r we thinking??
Trying to Practice my Clinical Skill
She is Serious too.. Dun she??
Erm.. Nurse in future...
3 Promising Nurses for the Future!
GO!GO!GO!!!
Well, come to the end of our photos.. Well, dun be sad.. More will b up!!! Juz hold on to your mouse n wait for our return!!! Cheers~~~
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9:25 PM
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Tuesday, March 14, 2006 :]
I got to sch early today.. Very early.. i din miss any lesson.. Well, the Research Method presentation goes well.. As for the debate, erm.. no comments ba.. kinda funny.. LOL..
During lab, we r suppose to fool around with our blood finding out our blood type.. Although i have my bld type in my IC, but it ok.. I still wan2 prick my own hand n squeeze out my own bld onto the plalete.. Diff Antigen solution is drop onto our 4 parts of bld.. My blod type is B and the Rhesus is positive +.. so, i am B+..
The lecturer is looking for volunteer to be her model to show to the whole class.. So, knowing tt nic haf gt a boundary to cross for not fainting apon pricking her own finger.. We force her to volunteer and before she gt all the blood on the plate, she is alr hearing ringing in her ear.. she haf to lie down on the dirty floor while Amber make her way to buy something sweet for her.. Anyway, after lying for a while, she gt better..
In E-plaza, we show Nai You.. hahah~ Du Shen leh.. N tt Nerd hair style.. but he is still cute!
Went to my new hse.. erm.. up to my standard.. not bad.. had great fun fooling around wif benz n my sister in the hse.. haha~
Oh ya.. My Ipod is working again... Mayb Benz's CPR is better then mine~
Ok, i'm tired.. guess i'll end it here~ TATA!
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12:40 AM
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Monday, March 13, 2006 :]
I wan2 say something.. But Amber's mummy say i cannot say.. But, I cannot tahan.. She really v stupid la..Nic studying for her clinical practical tml.. Amber n i r starting to haf our screw loose.. zhao gao.. haha~ Ok, i m enjoying myself at the moment.. so no bad memories till now.. Sigh.. i still feel like saying something again.. But, Amber's mummy say i cannot say tt again.. Arghhh... AMBER V STUPID!!
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1:53 PM
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HUHUHUHUHUHUHU... My Ipod Mini spoil le!!!
One fine day, it suddenly black out and fall into unconsiousness.. I try to Revive it by commencing CPR.. After giving a few rescue breathing, I gave up.. My Ipod Mini is certify dead at tt moment.. Devastated, I tried to bury it under pile of rubbish n dust on Ah Benz's desk.. BUT... whenever i go to Ah Benz's hse, I'll see it USB cable around.. It brings back memories where my baby Ipod accompany me thru the journey back n fore to sch.. Lakeside to Yio Chu Kang.. Sigh..
Now, I haf to count on my trusty hp.. hope no misfortune will befall him.. May God bless it! haha~
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12:48 AM
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Sunday, March 12, 2006 :]
Oh ya.. Dedicated to my Baobei Bebe de.. haha~ Hey u.. erm, Thnx for tolerating my moody attitude today.. I was kind of pek chek juz the tiny biny of things.. I was like trying to find fault with you although i dun mean it..
I m glad u din blow ur top @ me.. and instead, u keep ur cool.. But sometimes u r too egoistic.. haha~ For example, today i said i wan2 go home myself but u insists sending me home.. u dun haf much time left to reach camp n the person in charge today is the most despicable beast! I was so angry @ u for not listening to me.. I dun wan u to speed.. Speeding kills n it may take awy ur license too! Think twice bebe.. I know u are doing me good to send me home.. i know u care abt my safety.. but, sometimes listen my advice as well..
Anyway, I miss the bunch of small cute cute banana ur mum bought! The way she describe it to me today is so CUTE!! haha.. and the way u eat tt banana is disgusting man.. but i LOVE it! haha~ OH ya... I miss ur Lub Chiong.. tt chinese sausage tt u r good in making de? can i haf it for dinner tml?? ok? can can can? make one for me la.. hao bu hao?
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1:14 AM
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Ok.. Guess i m wrong abt PMSing.. haha.. I juz haf a bad day afterall!!
First, it's the wrong shedule of my job.. Second, indecisive of whether to go to cosybay or not.. Third, forget to bring my key n gt lock out of hse cuz daddy n mummy not @ home.. Fourth, leg kana bitten by BIG ANTS under Shu Hui's block.. Really big ANTS.. hahah~ Lastly, i hurt my finger n it bleeds badly..
Now, safe n sound.. I'm bad home.. and hope, nothing more will happen again.. i had my shared of "My Unlucky Day"
Tml, Leo jio me to go for K box n after tt movie.. dun know Ah Benz wan2 go not.. scare he tired after work.. *pray* hope he wan2 go...
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1:04 AM
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Saturday, March 11, 2006 :]
PMS is scary... Actually celebrating Shan's birthday today.. I had made up my mind tt i will once again try my best to forget the past n go out with them.. It's not tt i dun wan.. But it's the feeling i had in the past tt is still bothering me since now..Ben is working night shift today.. he cant accompany me to the celebration.. I m suppose to meet them up for dinner in Kallang.. I ask Ernest abt the price of the food there.. and he told me tt he can be $30 dollar n below.. SO EXPENSIVE.. and tt place is so far..In the past i dun mind going out with them bcuz there's still a lionel who gt no gf n he can at least joke around with me, say some sacastic words to me.. Whenever i m out with them in the past, i always had this lonely feeling.. i always had this feeling to quickly find a bf so tt i wont be left out again..Now.. things has change.. ppl around changes too.. Lionel gt a gf and so do i gt a bf.. All the couples went out together b4.. But u can imagine the loneliness u get when u r the single there n ALL of them r COUPLE! I dun wan tt kind of feeling again. morever this time round, Lionel is with his ger.. I doubt they will understand this kind of feeling bcuz i doubt they haf gone thru this b4.. I dun wan2 feel tt way again.. They always like to say Pei shan oso gt come out single together with us.. but did they realise something? I m always trying my best to occupy Shan's thought.. becuz i know the feeling of looking at others cuddling into each other arms n u r alone.. tt feeling is unbearable..I hope some days.. they will understand this kind of feeling.. n instead of saying why i m crying over such a matter, i hope they can actually spare a thought n console me..
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5:44 PM
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As expected.. my menses came.. haha~ Thx to tt Janz.. wan2 bully me.. but tt makes my day! thx.. well, kinda bored again..
Having headache.. And i rmb, i din haf dinner @ all juz now! poor thing!!!
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1:31 AM
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Friday, March 10, 2006 :]
ARGH!!! i am being dump by my own by my own boyfriend.. Dump by my own friends for their sleep!!! I am rotting right now @ home..
Guess it's PMS coming.. I am feeling v bad.. Feeling v sad for ppl not able to fulfil wat they promise.. V sad for not being able to see my boyfriend.. I msg him, oso no reply.. Guess i wont msg him le..
PMSing is v bad.. i dun wan2 feel tt way.. but i m feeling it right now!!! ARGH!!! i wan2 go n DIE!! Suan le.. I'll juz sink into my deep deep misery... Good bye world..
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10:33 PM
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Haha.. Today went to sch early to study Research Method together wif nic n amber.. Thnx to Amber.. She taught me alot of things last min n they did alot of help in my Exam.. Love her!!!
Went for the OLAY training.. we haf samples of the latest OLAY facial foam and daily moistures.. It was a very Good job.. Nic was suppose to go PS.. And i m suppose to go to Ngee Ann city.. haha~ well, we start work @ 12pm n end @ 8pm.. And the job is pretty good.. $8/hr!!! good pay good job man!!! morever everything they provide!!
Went to Bakerzin wif Benz, Nic and Robin.. I haf the Coupe Black Forest together wif Ah Benz.. And Robin n Nic has the Hot Chocolate cake wif Ice cream!! woo.. so delicious!!
Special Thx to Amber n Nic.. Thx for the revision.. And thx to Robin n Ah Benz for the wonderful time everyday!!! haha~
Btw, Meeting Amber n Nic tml night for a gers night out @ alley bar.. haha~ Actually dear will b giving me car to drive.. But i no confident.. so i'll only drive on my way back!! i may even send Amber home!! haha~
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1:51 AM
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Tuesday, March 07, 2006 :]
OMG!!!! Hell knows.. I juz gt to know tt there is someone out there tt haf wait for me den more then a year!
Juz gt back in contact with this guy.. he contact me in msn.. eventually, i dunknow who is he.. but now, i think i get the idea..
Am i really being very bad? I tends to forget abt my guy frens since i haf ben ben.. oppsx! I am being faithful!
Ok.. guess i'll juz let it be then.. dun bother! hahaha~
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12:07 AM
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Thursday, March 02, 2006 :]
Chatting wif ann now... haha she gt BF le!! Sweet huh~
Argh.. I wan2 go ECP wif dear dear.. Walking beside the sea, whispering into each other ears wif sweet stuffs.. Sit on the bench n watch the stars .. Counting them one by one.. Dear.. can we go??
Having slumber party this coming Saturday in Leo's hse.. But i m only going over @ around midnight after i finish working! Hope i can enjoy it..
Going to watch Big Momma House on Sunday wif Ah benz..
Recently during holiday, spend most of my time with Benz.. hope he dun treat me as a nuisance..
Our r/s has grow with time.. Grow to become more stable.. Grow to become mature.. Grow to understand one another better.. Grow to have more communication.. Grow to see each other in one another shoe..
People will change.. They tend to change from either good to bad, bad to worst or even good to even better! But why ppl changes? Ppl change due to the environment, due to the people revolving around them, due to the problem they face and oso due to the way they see things..
Ppl say i have change... Ann tell me tt i have changed.. Amber n Nic told me the same thing.. Benz told me tt too.. But everyone has different meaning when they tell me tt i have change.. Ann say tt i have turn more attitude.. More bao zhao.. Amber n Nic say tt i have change to become more calm minded.. wont be tt bad temper like the past.. Benz told me tt i have change in my attitude.. i wont show my temper n attitude easily.. n will tends to think b4 i gt angry.. Everyone gives me different feed back on how i have change.. Frankly speaking, i really dun know how i have change.. but somehow or rather, i feel tt after coming across so many things, i haf become more mature..
For example lionel.. he did something which is not very good to friends.. but i try to think of all sorts of way.. i din confront him.. i din make a big fuss out of it.. i even thought of juz let it be n forget abt it.. it willt akes lots of courage for someone who is once so bad temper to do such things.. i m not an angel.. i m not a saint.. dun u guys think tt it's good tt i haf achieve such a attitude i haf for nw?
Some ppl dun like the way i do my stuffs, the way i settle my frenship, r/s.. But, have u ever think, Does everyone settle their stuffs ur way? everyone have they own thinking, haf their own way of doing stuffs which they think it mayb right.. so rather den hating them, disliking them.. Why not try to accept the way they are? U can dun be good friends with them.. But not talking bad abt them is something tt u can actually respect.. Even if they dun respect u, but by respecting them, u r actually respecting yourself..
Agree? if u dun den i cant say anything.. bcuz tt's my way of thinking~ Erm.. my sentence may sound as if i m challenging u or showing u my attitude.. but it's really the way i think.. no offence..
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10:43 PM
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