~ Juliana aka Wenzi aka liwen aka Lanelle
~ Single
~ 12 october
~ 20 going to be 21!!
~ Singapore
~ Currently studying in NYP, taking Nursing Course
~ Libran. (An elegant n classy horoscope!)
:.(^(oo)^) my wishLists(^(00)^) .: x)
~ To Slim Down
~ Finish My Diploma ASAP n Be A Nurse [Granted]
~ Papillio or Birkenstock Cheery or flowery sandal[Granted]
~ Dress which i can match wif my jeans[Granted]
~ Ipod Ear piece[Granted]
~ Colour Contact lenses
~ Piano
~ Car
~ Japanese Digital Curl
~ Vera Wang Princess Perfume
~ (to be continue.....)
:. my loVeS .: x)
~ My Family
~ My Friends Who Know Me The Most: Ying, Ernest, Shan, Fan, Valerie n Lionel
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Saturday, January 21, 2006 :]
it's 10pm at night.. i am feeling something deep down inside me.. i am alone at home.. i am lonely.. i dun know why.. but i feel so sad n i cried.. why i cry? i oso dun know why.. mayb when one is lonely they tend to think alot.. tend to feel sad n gets emotionally upset..
the same thing happen to ann.. she cried too.. but why she cry? is it bcuz she is feeling lonely too? is she emotionally upset bcuz she is all alone sitting infront of the flat screen.. or is it abt something else?
why woman cry? bcuz they haf gt no place to vent their emotion, no place to actually show wat n how they feel and they can only hide in one corner and cry their hearts out..
dun ever ask me why i cry.. my answer is i dun know.. i am feeling something in my heart which i myself is oso not sure abt.. i am not sure abt why i cry, i am not sure abt what is it tt makes me cry..
Ann.. r u feeling the way i am feeling? isit bcuz today is suppose to be a day where libra are suppose to stuck @ home n feeling lonely n tormented by their mental thinking? or isit bcuz it's purnishment? i dun know.. i really haf no idea.. i hate this kind of feeling.. hope it will go away..
i am not torturing myself i guess.. but libra are sensitive humans.. or shld i say Ann n me r sensitive womans.. we tend to hide our feeling and nv show them out.. even to our bestie.. ann do hide her feeling from me.. if she's sad, she wont show it.. if i'm sad, i wont show it infront of her.. Sad?? shld i use the word SAD? i haf gt no reason to be sad.. but why am i feeling sad? what is happening?
are girls really tt difficult to understand? i dun understand myself.. i dun understand him.. i think i dun understand everyone.. i hate to be alone.. i hate be lonely.. i hate to be left out there w/o ppl concerning.. bcuz i am afraid to have this kind of unknow feeling again.. it sucks! it really sucks crying over something tt u dun even know why.. i hate it..
~ Juliana aka Wenzi aka liwen aka Lanelle
~ To Slim Down
~ My Family
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