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Why gers dun like their bf to chat wif gers on the net, or shld i say chat wif stranger or gers they haf nv seen b4?? i am not trying to say tt my bf is someone like this.. but i haf met a number of guys who are actually bastard!!

First, namely kston.. this guy is ann's fren.. he know ann thru her blog.. he talk to ann on fone, sms n everything.. ask ann to be his gf, care n concern abt ann.. and obviously he is wooing her.. so for concern, ann haf to know whether is he attach or not so tt no misunderstanding will arise.. and as expected, his answer was no.. he is said to be single n eligible.. and so Ann, was getting on good term wif him.. although ann is not in the mood to haf bf, but it's rare of her to be msging a guy often..

One day.. a ger appear in ann's blog n say weird things like, kston n stuffs.. and for goddness sake, she appear as kston's gf!!! And of cuz, ann was shock to see tt bcuz she tot kston was single.. and obviously, kston haf cheated his gf love for him and true enough flirting with a ger he barely know from the net...

Nxt story... this time round, it happen on me.. This guy is my fren.. know him way back for abt 1 year.. know him through the net too.. at tt time, i haf not met my current bf.. anyway, din really talk to him in the first few months.. and only after tt the news tt i haf gt a bf spread, den he start to chat wif me.. he initiate the chat.. he was in my msn list for so long tt i haf nv click on his name to chat wif him.. I only got to know him better since around 1 month back.. As i said, he initiate the chat by asking " how am i", how is the r/s of me n my bf".. din talk much n i din reveal much abt my r/s wif him bcuz i dun see a nid for him to know..

Only when i had a big disagreement wif my bf, he come to me n offer me a shoulder to cry on.. he talk to me, console me... At tt time, I realise he is a good fren to be wif.. a good fren tt i can confine in.. and all these while.. it's FRIEND.. it nv cross the boundary of friend.. bcuz i haf realise tt i mus cherish my bf..

Anyway, i gt to know tt he actually has a gf.. i gt to know abt it recently.. he lie to me tt he is single since August 2005.. well, i m not sad, i am not unhappy but i feel sorry for his gf.. i am not sad bcuz i treat him as a fren.. i am not unhappy bcuz i haf nv fall for him.. but i am sorry.. sorry bcuz he haf been keeping alot of secret from his gf.. secret of having fling, secret of having scandals wif his fren outside.. i know all this bcuz he haf told me abt it.. and when i read his gf friendster, i can see tt she really love him alot.. but i wonders why guys cannot stay to one ger n be faithful to them instead they nid to flirt around.. and hurt gers feeling.. how will the gers they flirt wif know abt the truth? how will the gf know abt the truth tt he flirt? Gers are getting themself hurt when they haf bf tt dun cherish them n always fooling around...


I haf gt so many example of this.. i haf gt lots more from my Gfs in sch.. i haf gt lots more to share.. but i think these 2 example is enuff for u guys to understand why gers dun like their bf to chat wif stranger or gers in the net.. these 2 examples are enuff to show tt alot of guys r fooling around due to the freedom their gf gif..


In my example, Kston's gf are being hurt by him bcuz of the love she has for him is not being able to fulfil it purpose... Ann are hurt bcuz of the lies Kston tell her.. bcuz i strongly believe tt no one will like to be lied to.. Shawn's gf will oso be hurt when she gt to know tt his bf is having so many dark secret behind her back.. i am hurt bcuz a fren tt i trust actually betray the trust... Everyone knows tt trust r easily broken and hard to build.. if u haf someone who really trust u.. i think it's best for u to really preserve tt trust rather then fooling wif it.. bcuz things will nv be the same again if it's broken.. i haf been thru tt situation.. the feeling is unbearable.. both party wont feel good.. one party will be worrying n not trusting.. the other party will be sad n angry for not being able to be trusted.. and as times goes by, misunderstanding will be overlapping each other, stacking n piling up.. at tt point, things will be very tough to clear and the worst senario will occur..


Dear.. i am feeling upset right now due to the betraying of a fren.. feeling upset for gers when this kind of things happen to them.. hope u understand this entry and no misunderstanding will rise.. if there is, i hope u can confine in me.. let communication be alive!


And to the guys and gers who haf read my blog... Pls rmb.. dun do thing tt hurt ur bf or gf.. chatting online with stranger is fun, and u may think tt nothing will go wrong if u r juz purely chatting only.. but u will nv know, one day, u might juz haf cross the wrong path and things will start to get messy.. juz obey the rule in R/S and juz do ur part of who u should be.. u can haf fun rather den chatting wif stranger.. and by saying u r only having fun for chatting wif stranger is not the excuse of it... Anyway, no offence to anyone.. especially to Ann and my dear...



a lyfe* like mine-; 3:52 AM

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Guess wat?? i was awaken by my own Trembling!!! scary huh.. anyway, i am sick this morning.. gt fever n no appetite at all.. i woke up trembling although i am all stuff up under my blanket.. i m so sick!

Pull myself up to finish my project and get rdy for my meeting @ 2pm..but reach sch around #pm.. oppsx.. din manage to make it.. saw Lionel n his ger on y way to sch.. so sweet of him to pei his ger to sch.. when can dear dear pei me to sch? heexheee~

Went to lab to practice on my BCLS infant chocking.. anyway, i din practice at all.. basically i am juz fooling around wif the manikin and playing wif amber they all.. leo was wif me.. he was in the lab using the comp via my id n password..

Met up wif dear @ around 6pm.. went for dinner n he bought his Levis jeans finally.. haa..

Erm.. everyone pass their BCLS.. except.. for ke lian de ann.. mayb chewy onion is kinda strict tt's why she nv gif u chance.. wat actually happen? y r u being classified as attitude student? i haf gt no chance to see u @ all today.. tell me ok?

a lyfe* like mine-; 10:37 PM

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Guess wat?? i was awaken by my own Trembling!!! scary huh.. anyway, i am sick this morning.. gt fever n no appetite at all.. i woke up trembling although i am all stuff up under my blanket.. i m so sick!

Pull myself up to finish my project and get rdy for my meeting @ 2pm..but reach sch around #pm.. oppsx.. din manage to make it.. saw Lionel n his ger on y way to sch.. so sweet of him to pei his ger to sch.. when can dear dear pei me to sch? heexheee~

Went to lab to practice on my BCLS infant chocking.. anyway, i din practice at all.. basically i am juz fooling around wif the manikin and playing wif amber they all.. leo was wif me.. he was in the lab using the comp via my id n password..

Met up wif dear @ around 6pm.. went for dinner n he bought his Levis jeans finally.. haa..

Erm.. everyone pass their BCLS.. except.. for ke lian de ann.. mayb chewy onion is kinda strict tt's why she nv gif u chance.. wat actually happen? y r u being classified as attitude student? i haf gt no chance to see u @ all today.. tell me ok?

a lyfe* like mine-; 10:37 PM

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Vomited few days ago.. Luckily dear came to my rescue wif 2 extra strong paracetmol.. and after tt he fetch me to Alexandra Hawker Center n eat.. thx dear..

Went to sch this morning bcuz there's a practice on BCLS.. so i went to haf my paper signed.. if not i cant retest.. dn after tt wait for ann to finish her BCLS theory.. heard tt it's kinda of tough.. oh my gosh!! so scary.. After tt went to PS wif her n meet mei yi..

Juz came back from boat quay.. went there wif Mei yi and her cousin.. well, was fun going out wif her and u know wat? she change alot.. of cuz towards the good side.. fun to haf her as a fren.. reach there at around 9pm plus.. went to mac n eat den go back to the pub.. tt pub is owe by mei yi's cousin's bf.. play a few round of pool den gt guy over there ask me to pei him sing love song.. -_-" anyway, went home @ around 1.15am~ Ah Mei fetch me home.. heex~ Thz ah..

Ann is being bothered by tt thing again.. i dun know how to console her.. but hope she can think of wat she wan n dun be so sad le.. tml is her BCLS.. hope she can pass!

a lyfe* like mine-; 2:24 AM

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Sigh.. feeling so piss off and sad right now.. i haf gt no one to confine in except for ann.. i was like wanting to tell dear about it.. but he is out wif his friend enjoying.. i cant possibly spoil his day.. sigh... the only way out is to vent all my anger in words.. right here right now, in the blog...

My aunty come to my hse juz now.. was planning to have dinner together.. after dinner, they plan to go n visit my uncle.. my uncle house is in Chua Chu Kang.. and i dun know why, my dad let me drive his car.. of cuz, i was scare n happy bcuz i juz gt my license recently.. i am a newbie.. anyway, everything started out well but i dun know why daddy starts to being harsh in his words.. i din do anything wrong.. he start to speak with no patient.. he expect me to drive like some experience driver.. come on daddy... i am juz a little ger who has juz gt her license.. do u haf to be so hard on me?

Sigh.. feeling so low morale and low in confident.. i m not going to touch their cars again.. and tt includes dear dear's car..

juz msg him.. he took quite some time to reply.. sigh.. i oso dun know how to tell him.. guess i will juz dun tell him for the time being ba~

a lyfe* like mine-; 11:17 PM

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I AM NOT GOING TO BLOG.. I AM NOT BLOGGING.. DO U SEE ME BLOG? I DOUBT SO.. BCUZ I M NOT BLOGGING.. TRUST ME.. I AM NOT!!!

a lyfe* like mine-; 12:24 PM

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it's 10pm at night.. i am feeling something deep down inside me.. i am alone at home.. i am lonely.. i dun know why.. but i feel so sad n i cried.. why i cry? i oso dun know why.. mayb when one is lonely they tend to think alot.. tend to feel sad n gets emotionally upset..

the same thing happen to ann.. she cried too.. but why she cry? is it bcuz she is feeling lonely too? is she emotionally upset bcuz she is all alone sitting infront of the flat screen.. or is it abt something else?

why woman cry? bcuz they haf gt no place to vent their emotion, no place to actually show wat n how they feel and they can only hide in one corner and cry their hearts out..

dun ever ask me why i cry.. my answer is i dun know.. i am feeling something in my heart which i myself is oso not sure abt.. i am not sure abt why i cry, i am not sure abt what is it tt makes me cry..

Ann.. r u feeling the way i am feeling? isit bcuz today is suppose to be a day where libra are suppose to stuck @ home n feeling lonely n tormented by their mental thinking? or isit bcuz it's purnishment? i dun know.. i really haf no idea.. i hate this kind of feeling.. hope it will go away..

i am not torturing myself i guess.. but libra are sensitive humans.. or shld i say Ann n me r sensitive womans.. we tend to hide our feeling and nv show them out.. even to our bestie.. ann do hide her feeling from me.. if she's sad, she wont show it.. if i'm sad, i wont show it infront of her.. Sad?? shld i use the word SAD? i haf gt no reason to be sad.. but why am i feeling sad? what is happening?

are girls really tt difficult to understand? i dun understand myself.. i dun understand him.. i think i dun understand everyone.. i hate to be alone.. i hate be lonely.. i hate to be left out there w/o ppl concerning.. bcuz i am afraid to have this kind of unknow feeling again.. it sucks! it really sucks crying over something tt u dun even know why.. i hate it..

a lyfe* like mine-; 9:59 PM

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Wah Laoz.. now is only 1am plus lo.. why tt ann so early go slp liao?? tml saturday leh.. wat's wrong wif her huh? haahaahaa~ Ann.. i wan2 talk to u.. i am feeling not right.. something very wrong wif me.. i need u!!!

Juz back from pool @ jurong east wif dear dear.. we were actually gambling when playing.. the stake is if i win, he haf to pay for my all expenses of my hair.. but if i lose, i will pay all on my own.. haahaha.. @ first i lose.. so i appeal and i succeed and have a second chance.. heeheehee.. so wat ah dear is good in pool? he oso haf time where i am much more better den him!! hahaha.. i win w/o even touching the ball @ all!! u know why? bcuz he accidentally hit the black ball n fire in the hole!! hahahaha.. I WON!!! FREE HAIR DO TML!! Thx dear.. Love u leh~~ i will make myself nice nice de.. den after tt i drive his car back to my house.. den after tt he drove back to his own house~

Today was my BCLS test day.. went to school @ around 10plus to 11am.. my test starts @ 11am.. everyone was so nervous.. Amber, Ann, Me, Saritha and many more r taking tt Bcls on tt day.. BCLS consists of 5 modules.. they are One-man CPR, Two-man CPR, Adult Choking, Infant choking and Infant CPR.. and oso the theory test tt consists of all the 5 modules.. Anyway, if u manage to pass the One-man CPR n Two-man CPR, u will sure get the certificates of CPR.. Well, lucky for me tt i gt the right lecturer to assess me and oso i do put in alot of effort la.. i manage to pass all except for my infant choking.. erm, well.. to be frank, i haf nv practice infant choking much.. eh, so i fail la~ but afterall, i m consider pass bcuz i confirm get the cert le ma~ hahah! birdy hor?

Btw, ann, jia you ah.. dun gif up.. pass all the 5 modules n let me see during retest.. dun disappoint me huh!

Meeting dear on sunday.. he date me de.. hope he can make it on tiem~ i'll show him my new hairstyle.. see ya~

a lyfe* like mine-; 1:30 AM

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HAHAHAHAHAHAH I PASS MY DRIVING AND I HAF GT MY LISCENSE ALREADY!!!!!

Btw, woke @ 8am plus cuz i can no longer fall into slp.. TP test is reaching.. i am worried.. i am scared.. i am anxious.. bcuz it's my first attempt for TP test.. went to BBDC @ around 12.05pm for my first lesson.. den slack around till 15.35 for my warming up n after tt 1630 the start of my practical test...

Well, i manage to pass by 14 points.. hey it's FIRST ATTEMPT ok?? The tester still ask me whether is it my first try.. of cuz say yes n he praise me for my confident in driving except for some place where it's not good like delay in braking or late in accelerating n stuffs.. But.. i pass afterall~ haaaaa~





tt's my practical driving test result!!








That's a temporary liscense.. cuz my liscense nids time to made~

a lyfe* like mine-; 11:20 PM

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i came across this article n it's so true abt gers in a r/s wif guys.. n i realise, it's so TRUE abt me..

• Don`t tell us when you think other girls are hot

• Mark anniversaries on the calendar

• We think about you all the time

• This is how we see it : Don't call = Don't care.

• We like our boyfriend to be a little jealous. But overly possesive is not necessary.

• We're allowed to be late. You're not.

• Don't take longer to get ready than we do.

• 3 words: honesty, honesty, honesty!

• If you ask nicely, we`ll answer the same way.

• We will never have enough clothes or shoes.

• We have an excuse for being bitchy at least once a month.

• We love surprises. ------> EXACTLY!!!

• We like to be kissed softly. Not with an iron tongue.

• Pay attention to the little things we do, because they mean the most.

• Even though you're sometimes insensitive and hurt us, we still love you with everything we are.

• Don`t say you love me if you don`t mean it.

• Don`t lie to us. We will catch you.

Well.. gers.. dun u think it's really true? haa..

Anyway, today had lunch in sch.. mentor treat us to mac.. but due to some irresponsible classmates who took things tt they haf not ordered, it causes some unhappiness wif the other classmates in the class.. well, look @ the positive side.. if u cant haf it, den choose another one.. it's not the end of the day or end of ur life tt u must show n give attitude to everyone.. it's kinda rude actually.. it show how much ur parent teaches u manner ok? n dun vent ur anger on others... our poor leader.. he actually had to buy again for tt particular classmate..


Went for BCLS (CPR) theory @ around 4pm after bitchying around wif ann, nic n amber in the library.. haa~ i manage to know some key point n hope i can pass.. well, during the test, i tried my very best to read n think as fast as possible.. i skip question tt i dun know and i manage to finish 30 questions in 20 minutes.. erm.. not much problem in solving them.. but golly.. hope i wont fail.. and hope Ann passess too cuz i haf faith in her~


Din went to shopping wif them bcuz i haf driving lesson.. i mus jia you bcuz i am having my TP the nxt day @ 4pm..


Saw my secondary school friend today.. she told me that she actually pass her liscense on the first attempt.. and she oso told me another of our friend oso pass during the first attempt.. oh man.. she is giving me some invisble stress.. haa~


So went for my driving lesson just now, the instructor was saying tt everything was alright for me.. and now it all depend on my luck for tml.. gosh.. pls pray for me!!

a lyfe* like mine-; 12:40 AM

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opps.. so careless of me to leave my wallet in dear's car.. and he haf to drive back all the way to pass me my wallet.. sorry dear.. hope u can find a parking lot..

jus call him.. and opps.. he din find a carpark lot n he park his car quite far from his house.. sigh.. it's all my fault.. i am so sorry dear..

juz back from supper.. initiatly was attending my driving lesson and dear came n pick me up after my lesson.. so kind of him.. after tt, went for supper wif his fren.. i din eat much cuz it will be fattening.. i pass almost all of my rice to daer.. haa~

will be having my BCLS theory test tml.. haven study yet.. but no worry.. all is within my knowledge..

tml oso going to renew my PDL.. sian..

Anyway dear.. I LOVE U!

a lyfe* like mine-; 1:03 AM

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HoooHoooo.. i am freezing in the lab.. the aircon is damn cold.. i wore a jacket but still i am feeling naked towards the air-con..

hey yo hey yo.. dear dear haven msg me.. he must be busy wif his work ba.. he is still having his headache.. hope he drinks plenty of water..

ah dear.. wo ai ni! muahaha... rou ma si le.. tao yan~

a lyfe* like mine-; 11:53 AM

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Sigh.. i am indecisive.. and this lead to some unhappiness between me n da jie ser.. dui bu qi la.. i am always indecisive since young.. haa~ bcuz i always dun really know wat is wat i really want.. i also haf this thinking tt if i make a decision, i must be the one who is resonsible for the decision i made! for example, if i am out wif a big group n i suggested to go certain place for certain stuffs, i haf the responsibilty to bring them there n make sure they enjoy themself.. if not, they will blame me for suggesting such a lousy place or wat.. tt's why i hardly wan2 make decision n i am always po po ma ma.. sometimes, i haf to think of the hou guo.. hou guo as in if i go there, will it be convenient for everyone? will i be wasting ppl's time? will it be this be that.. i tends to think alot, tt's y i always follow ppl's decision althought it may seem to be a little mei you zu jian~ Dajie.. u know why i always change my mind le ma?



Juz read a mail in friendster.. and i think it's very very true.. so true tt it's actually talking abt how i feel.. and everyone of it is accurate.. dear, read it! it's how i really feel 100% true~!

When a girl cries it doesnt mean she's
weak..
If a girl cries in front of u..it means that she
couldnt
take it anymore.

If u take her hand, she would stay with u for the
rest of ur life;
If u let her go, she couldnt go back to being
herself anymore.

A girl wont cry easily, except in front of the person
whom she loves the most, she becomes weak.

A girl wont cry easily, only when she loves u the
most, she puts down her ego.

Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of u, please hold her
hands firmly, coz she's the one who is willing to
stay with u 4 for the rest of ur life.

Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of u, please dont give her
up, maybe bcoz of ur decision, u ruin her life.

When she cries rite in front of u, when she cries
bcoz of u, Look into her eyes,
Can u see n feel the pain n hurt she's feeling?

Think.
Which other girl have cried with pure sincerity,
n front of u, AND bcoz of u?

She cries not because she is weak,
She cries not bcoz she wants sympathy or pity,
She cries,
Because crying silently is no longer possible, the
pain, hurt n agony have bcome too big a burden to
be kept inside.

Guys,
Think about it,
If a girl cries her heart out to u,
And all because of u,
Its time to look back on wat u have done,
Only u will know the answer to it.

Do consider it,
Coz one day,
It may b too late for regrets,
It may b too late to say "im sorry"... ***

don always think u are right all e times,
think carefully,
everyone has a responsible for everything tat they
did,
she may did wrong but
who makes her do wrong

a girl always need protection
a girl always need care
a girl always need someone beside her to comfort
her when she's sad
a girl always need support when she's down
all e needs are came frm e guy tat she loves
not e frens tat always beside her.

guys, don be too demanding.
it wil harm u lose a girl tat u love e most in ur
life.



Tt is why i am always telling u that i am strong but i still cry in front of u.. really..


a lyfe* like mine-; 9:11 PM

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wah.. friday the 13 is scary.. lot's of unhappiness occur on tt day.. but after tt day, everything looks fine to me again..

went to geylang to eat beef hor fun today... was sleeping @ home while waiting for dear to come fetch me.. he is in Bukit Batok pasting sticker on his car..

i slept from around 7pm to around 10pm plus b4 dear's call wake me up.. i quickly gt dress n rush down.. he told me tt the sticker he chose is very special n is surprising.. wah.. surprise leh.. haa~ so when i got downstair, he was leaning on the back sit window.. so when i come near him, he move himself away n show me the sticker!! i was so damn shock when i see it!


This is the view of the left side window.. he told me tt he put it @ the left side bcuz i am sitting @ the left front sit..


This is the view of the right side window..


The view of 2 window.. nice rite? i love it alot.. nice surprise i haf gt!

show u the trademark of his car... almost all his fren see tt thing as the trademark.. haahaa.. most of his frens n my frens attention are capture by it! cool huh?


This is the trademark!! Ipod's product, Idog... it dances to the music~


Side view!~

Have u ever seen my fav red pig on top of the steering wheel? LOL.. tt pig is my cushion in dear's car.. wherever i go, it will be on my lap.. ke ai ma?


Red Pig!! wif a long nose hair dropping out.. muhahahahahahaha..

anyway, end my day wif the love of dear in my blog.. hope future will be better~

a lyfe* like mine-; 2:04 AM

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What is Love?? i haf gt a story to tell today.. here it goes..

Ger: Hi dear, so do u wan2 go out today?(talk wif great excitment)

Guy: Eh, sry.. i think i am not going.. i think i am sick..(sound sleepy)

Ger: Huh.. y like tt.. u going out tonight too? bcuz previously u told me that u are going out tonight with your friends..

Guy: eh.. mayb not.. dun know, have to see first..

Ger: Dear.. dun like tt la.. go out wif me today hao ma?(trying to sa jiao)

Guy: (misinterprete wat the ger is trying to express) Why r u making it sound as if must go out wif u? (speak angrily)

@ this point, the ger was shock from the guy's reaction.. all she was hoping is the guy can go out wif her today because she had purposely dress up nicely n plan to gif tt guy a jeans tt she intend to buy today.. but all she get is a scolding from tt guy..

Ger: why r u so angry suddenly? tt's not wat i meant!(sound unpleasant)

Guy: Ok! Fine! it's my fault! Sorry! bye! (hang up the phone)

Ger: (hang up the phone)

after hanging up.. the ger feel like crying bcuz all her effort has gone into the drain.. all her nicely planned surprise for her lover has all ended up in a quarrel.. she dun know where has she done wrong n why her bf is treating her like this.. she intended to ignore her bf n let him has his way of life..

Several of hours has past.. the ger is still with her friend.. althought she is having fun wif her friends.. but her mind is still with her lover.. she know tt she love him more then he does but she still wan2 try her very best to change the situation n make her guy love her more.. And so..Hard to get her bf out of her mind, she pick up the fone n dial his number..




For telling this story.. i hope guys who read it, pls dun always jump to conclusion on how gers think.. they may haf different thinking sometime.. Do u know what is LOVE? to a guy, love is a suddenurge to protect the one u love n provide them wif the best u can.. if u haf gt a gf and u r not treating them a bf should be.. it's best tt u do some soul searching n think wat u can improve in.. dun be lazy.. lazy is not the reason to it.. Dun regret one day if the ger leaves u n nv come back.. @ tt point of time, it's too late to even change urself n try to save the situation.. there's this saying :" Dun wait until u haf lost it, Den u know how to Cherish it.." always rmb tt and dun take the ppl around u for granted.. cherish everyone..






Like the ger in the story i told, she is always thinking of the best for her bf.. trying her best to cherish him.. she may not be a saint.. she may haf attitude at times.. but at least she tried!




a lyfe* like mine-; 10:30 PM

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wah.. today gt lost in tampinese lo.. suppose to go find this stupid contractor to see my new hse designed drawing.. but hell knows my dad go find someone is tampinese!! pls lo.. i am leaving in JURONG!!! one heaven one earth!!! left hse @ 12.30pm reach there @ ard 1.15pm.. spend abt 2 hours there.. so freaking boring..




tt's TP(Temasek Poly) behind me!!



Wow.. HDB in Tamp oh~

left tt place @ ard 4 plus, daddy wan2 go to IKEA in quuenstown but i am gooing to meet my fren in town.. sigh.. so ask ah benz to come queenstown to fetch me lo.. luckily ah benz know the way here.. haha~ gt into his car, danm shan nv tell me tt they haf change place to Bugis n we r alr on the way to orchard liao.. nearly quarrel wif benz bcuz of the direction.. ma de.. PEK CEK! but luckily after awhile, we both cool down n talk properly le..

reach bugis street... suppose to shop for clothes de.. but ass, i was feeling damn hungry lo.. i nv haf any breakfast nor lunch leh.. stomach totally hungry except for a can of coke.. the worst thing is... i NV BRING MY WALLET!!! i haf to depend all on ah benz le.. sad man~

saw a jacket v suit ah ben.. after some negotiation wif the boss, and plus the negotiation skill of fan n leo, the boss finally gif in n gif us at a price 5 dollar cheaper.. so tt jacket cost 50bucks.. but it sure look nice on benz cuz i choose de.. my taste leh~ too bad i forgot to take pic of it.. if not can show u guys..

after tt decided to go far east.. so the gers sit benz car while the guys will take bus over.. when we reach far east it's ard 7.00pm le.. so we went to eat lo.. i ate pasta mania (carbonara) while ah benz eat his fav beef noodle in scotts food court... anyway ah benz leave the place once he finish eating.. bcuz he haf to rush to work.. poor thing.. i wan2 acc him back but he insist tt i stay behind wif them so tt i can do some shopping too.. but i told him i nv bring wallet today.. but he is caring enuff to lend me his ez link card n his mastercard.. so kind of him.. thx dear..

after we ate, we went back to far east to do the unfinish shopping! i went to this vintage shop cuz i saw a purply top which is v v v nice! n i try on it.. so complicated.. ma fan si le.. haa.. but the effect is nice.. can cover my big tummy.. LOL.. bird bird... after tt bought a skirt which shu hui n ying both say it's v nice.. well, was actually struggling on which skirt to buy.. but they say tt one is nicer den another one, so i bought it lo.. bought another black long sleeve shirt.. tt one oso not bad cuz it's LOW CUT!! haa~

after tt, walking around, n shan bought one brown top which is v nice den we go over to Wisma de Charles n Keith le..shu hui bought a heel.. but i saw one v nice.. purple de... sad.. i nv buy cuz kinda ex n i spend too much in one day le.. sad n low morale.. so after tt went home together..




I love This Heel!!!



tml going out wif annnnnnnn.. heex. gonna dress nice nice.. cuz we r going SP!!! so happy~

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oh my god!! tt's dear dear's car~

Recently he went to modify his

car oh.. woohoo~ nice or not?











This is one of the accessories he put in the car.. it's 2 dice tt as light in it.. i dun know it's name so i

juz describe it.. it is blue in colour de.. but i dun know why the

pic present it in almost white colour.. but i love it alot.. very nice n it looks very fantastic in the night!!! but heard tt it's

illegal oh~ heehee dear dear so fierce.. illegal still dare to put.. nan ren bu huai, nu ren bu ai!



This is another accesory ah dear put in his car.. it's located in front of him, above his steering

Wheel.. another one is to check the water level of the car, the

other one i am not sure le.. Tiong hor?



Oppsx.. tt's me in school.. dun know why suddenly put this up but anyway, i think i look nice in the pic so


i juz put it in ba.. btw.. pls take note.. the crown earring n the

diamond necklace is bought by my dear dear oh.. the diamond

necklace is bought during my birthday n the crown earring is

bought for me during christmas.. dear dear sure know what is best for me..


This is one of my baobei too.. it's not mine.. it beongs to dear dear de.. but it's so kind of him to at least

borrow it to me since few months back.. he is afraid tt i might get bored while travelling to school bcuz the journey takes 45

mis to 1 hour.. so sweet..

btw, wrote all this in a LAN shop.. it was somewhere in penisula plaza and i am here since morning 3am!! wif dear n his frens..

anyway, they intro me to warcraft III.. i was a newbie n i gt

killed many times.. hahaha, sound so birdy hor? well, i m tired.. guess i'll go back to warcraft le.. take care peers..

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So Pissed off.. juz say dear's fren jacky online n somemore his

status is not under mobile.. so tot he reach home le.. so i call

him.. in the end he actually gang up wif his fren to make fun of

me.. his frens are all luffing @ me.. come on! i haf ego too.. stop

tt!!!

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Ok... erm.. first day of sch ended for us taking lots of

pic in every area u can think of!! the pretties of our

class(the 4 of us in the pic) took most of the pic in

the computer lab.. let me do some introduction..

starting frm the left, tt's me!! den next is amber, and

right beside amber is my baobei ann and the bottom

is our Nicole!! pretty huh~ LOL.. there's much

more!! let me post them up!!!



this pic was also taken in the lab using ann's baby to shoot the precious moment wif

my baby bought by dear dear.. LOL.. nice ma?? mus b nice ah~ if not u r insulting

ann's baby!!






Some ramdon pic we took in sch~



Tt's me in sch!!



Pzzz.. on our way to Jurong point today after ach.. cuz sch finishes @ 2pm so it was like kind of wasted to juz go home like this.. actually going to party world to K de.. but after some calculation, it was like not v worth it.. so we change our mind n decided to go to jurong point lo.. haha tt's the pic of us on our way to jurong point after sch!!
Can u see the glitter in our eyelashes??

Took this in BATA in Jurong point.. we were suppose to try out a pair of heel which i think is very nice.. butt.. to our disappointment, they dun haf our size over there!! sigh.. so many ppl bought size 8?? bu hui ba~ after ann bought her neutrogena make up remover, which we took quite a long time to look for it, den we went around Sasa den go home le.. cuz my back is hurting.. so go home rest..

Around 6.30pm, dear dear come n fetch me to his hse.. erm, he is going to meet his fren at 8pm cuz they going to ktv.. i wont be going cuz it's all a guys outing!! bu hao wan!! i wan2 K ma.. dear dear not good!! was at his hse den cook a simple dinner for him to eat.. and wow! he finish everything up! dear dear guai!!



dear dear say this pic nice.. but i dun think so leh.. i still prefer another one~ hao kan meh?? wo bu jue de..

Hao le.. tt's all for today ba.. took me such a long time to upload all the pics and paste them here~ haa~ tml gt lec @ 11am.. ann dun be late again huh~ 2nd day of sch only hor!!!


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Looking at the fone interested in.. haha.. 4 pretty gers sitting in the e-plaza gossiping n gossiping.. we hasn;t seen each other for long.. tt's why we haf gt somuch to talk abt.. haha~ nic gt bf le oh~ amber still de same.. ann oso gt admirer n the guy she like le.. haa~ oppx.. who is it?? i am not going to say..

actually dun wan2 blog de la.. but tt ger beside me hor, force me to blog.. i am force to blog.. haah~ so i mus actually crack my brain n think of wat to say.. juz took some pictures wif ann using her baby.. bcuz her baby took great pictures while mine is not tt good bcuz afterall it's only a VGA camera.. as for wat kind of pic did we took, haf to wait until the end of the day, when she haf transfer all of them to her comp using USB den i can snatch them over.. Well, nice thing is worth the wait..




today class until 8pm!! i was in sch since 10am le.. sigh.. hope i wont be too tired n fall aslp in lec.. haha.. yawnz.. i m feeling slpy le.. how how how??

today is the first day of sch n the start of a new semester.. baobei ann will be wif me thru out this semester.. haha.. she cant run awy from my hand!! haa~~ while.. Ann, hope u dun mind amber n nic.. n hope u cant get along well wif them too.. they r not diff ppl to get alone wif..they are crazy ppl like us.. haha~ ok? haf u bunch of guys i feel so happy!!

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