Tuesday, November 29, 2005 :]
juz saw a show.. the show is talking abt a guy who gets furstrated wif his gf when his gf is getting wild n nv gif him a slight pride at all.. and he is getting sick of her, so he found a ger outside.. he wanted to leave his current gf now and be wif the ger he fall in love wif outside..
but the ger's story is different.. she is wild bcuz she live in a family where they despise gers n zhong na qing nu.. she dun wan guys to control her.. she only wan to control guys.. tt's y she is getting wild n nv gif her bf even the slightest pride..
Man is an animal who haf a huge ego.. as their gf, we haf to at least gif in to their ego.. after seeing tt show.. i haf a sudden feeling and a sudden idea came to my mind.. recently i realise i am a spoilt kidz.. i am someone who wan everything to go my way.. and this kind of attitude nearly lead me to a argument wif benz today.. i nv knew tt i haf this kind of attitude.. only until today.. i sms him today saying tt i wan2 meet him.. but he say he is tired n stuff and he wan2 rest early.. but after a few hours i sms him again.. he tell me tt he is having dinner wif his daddy.. but i really misses him alot.. so i ask him again whether can i go find him not.. but his reply is the same.. disappointed.. i say tt "Sigh.. Sui Bian Ni Ba.." his reply to me was.. "Can u sometime agree to wat i say? and not sigh.. everything mus go ur way den happy isit?" after seeing his reply.. i knew i am in the wrong n he is angry le..
he nv sms me after tt.. and i dun dare to.. sigh.. now.. after seeing tt movie.. i am scare tt i may force him to leave me n fall in love wif other gers outside.. for those who r reading my blog.. pls take note n dun haf this kind of mistake.. as for me, i try to change this spoilt kidz attitude.. hope benz wont leave me yet.. cuz i wan to spend many more yrs wif him.. really hope so.. *praying hard*
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2:51 AM
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Monday, November 28, 2005 :]
went to sch this morning.. went for tt stupid supp paper lo.. realise tt almost all my sub group member was there.. so obviously, tt asshole ANG KUAN KUAN fail all of us.. ma de.. hope she cross the road kana knock down!!! muahaha *evil luff*
after tt went to Causyway point and walk around wif lao po n max jie mei~ meet up wif joey later.. we went to haf BK together.. ahahaha.. arguing abt wat to haf in BK, everyone is looking at us.. so funny.. after BK we went to play pool..
ann n max leave early bcuz ann haf to reach home early.. so in the end left me n joey.. sian.. haha.. after a while, joey's parent came.. play a few games den we went home le.. tt's all for today..
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11:43 PM
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What's happening? juz back frm dinner wif my parent and finish reading my Ann laopo's blog.. wat happen? he did something behind u? omfg... tell me.. i help u take revenge.. i hate guys hu bully gers.. especially my darlings!!!(i sound like lesbian)oppx :X
Ann laopo.. dun be sad.. i know u r brave and u r trying to be happy and lead ur life on.. u know wat u are doing and u r choosing the right way of life.. tt's libran.. but.. libra oso haf times when they r most vunerable and helpless.. times where libran will cry when no one is looking or no one notices.. and u r prone to this kind of situation now.. so dun feel shy.. call me if u wan2 cry, contact me if u wan2 shout, reach me if u nid my help.. get my messenge??
I dun wan2 say things like cheerup, everythings gonna be alright, u will forget everything soon.. but i am going to gif u something more realistic.. something whcih u can hold on to.. and tt's support.. support as in those really frens n family support they gif u when u r in trouble.. Always rmb, u r not alone.. u gt family, frenx, me(wen lao gong), biatcharx, woody, jl and ur FATHER.. and many more which may come ur way.. ok? muackz... love u!!! love me too~
As for Benji lao gong, u better drink more water.. so careless, always nv take care of urself.. pig!!! love u too la~ muackz~
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1:29 PM
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Sunday, November 27, 2005 :]
Yawnz.. in dear's fren hse now.. they r playing mahjong while i am blogging.. haha.. their dog MIKO v cute.. juz fed him wif lots of junk food.. she mus go on a diet le oh.. same like me.. juz back frm work.. so tired.. dun wan2 work OT bcuz leg v pain..Went to Geyland Lor 9 after work to meet dear n his fren.. i ate stingray and sotong... so nice.. they r very tasty... haha.. quite tired now.. but happy to be wif dear n his fren.. hope dear win lots of money ah~~
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3:45 AM
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Saturday, November 26, 2005 :]
juz back frm mahjong session.. had a cold war wif benz.. walking home crying.. i feel so useless.. why everytime, i can express myself well or try to speak out properly instead of crying? he din send me down frm his fren's hse bcuz i purposely go home when they haf start their round.. i did tt bcuz i dun wan him or me to feel awarkard when sending me down.. morever the situation will be worst if he send me down.. but frankly speaking, when a ger quarrel wif her bf.. she wans him to hong her.. to at least like sa jiao wif her.. why i pei him play mahjong? bcuz i wan2 be wif him every sec tt i can make it.. but in the end, we ended up having cold war.. walking in street alone in the morning 5am.. it's dark n few cars passes by.. i did not take a cab home, i walk home.. on the way home, the wind is so cold n it seem as thou it's luffing at me saying serve me right for quarrelling.. on the way, how i hope he will msg me abt my whereabout... after all it's 5am in the morning and a ger is walking alone in the street.. but he nv did even when i haf reach home n finish this blog.. i did not blame him.. juz blame myself for not be able to present myself well.. feeling sick.. stomach pain is back.. headache is back.. and feeling slight feverish again.. dun feel like working later.. but if i dun work, i will miss him n think of him.. by then, i will cry again.. sigh.. wat a useless person i am.. still crying while writing this blog.. juz hope he sms me ba..
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10:03 PM
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Friday, November 25, 2005 :]
OMG TMD... this morning receive a sms frm john telling me tt there's a revision for HS2037 on monday.. the moment i see it, i know i fail tt module liao.. i ji tao low morale.. sad leh.. call Ann and Amber.. neither of them gt tt.. so i think, they pass lo.. call joanne n nini, they gt tt sms too.. still dun dare to confirm, i sms john.. john tell me tt whole class 14 of us fail tt module including himself.. sad lo.. still haf to wait for my result to come out..
went to a pub later to celebrate dear's fren bdae.. at the moment, i am still running a 38.3 degree fever lo.. but i dun dare to tell dear cuz scare he scold me.. LOL.. play a few round of pool and drank few mouth of beer, i start to sweat.. for wat i rmb, sweating can cure fever.. haahaa.. am i rite? b4 going home, i receive my lao po Ann's sms.. she told me tt she pass all.. so happy for her.. but in the other hand, i feel scare n nervous for myself.. i gt the feeling tt i am going to fail all the 3 subjects lo.. cant wait to reach home n faster online n check my result.. :(
TMD.. finally gt to online and see my result.. guess wat, i go n see the supp paper and remedial date.. haahaa.. i no confident ah.. but due to some problem, the page cannot be viewed properly.. sigh.. so i went to check out my result.. OMG!!! i manage to PASS lo.. i manage to pass BIO leh.. imagine it!! BIO leh.. hahahaha.. so after all, i fail HS2037 nia.. tt stupid Ang Kuan Kuan.. fucker!!! hahaha.. I immdiately call dear.. the moment he hear my voice, he know i pass all.. if not in the pub tt time, he still can tell me to jie ai shun bian!! asshole dear!!!
monday go for remedial class for HS2037.. My lao po will be accompanying me.. she scare i lonely.. thankx ah lao po.. hahaha.. so happy~~~ anyway, still feeling sick, and stomach still pain pain.. keep lao saing.. dun know whether can slim down like tt not~ haahaa.. FAT HOPE!
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3:24 AM
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Wednesday, November 23, 2005 :]
ARGH.. I AM SICK.. wake up in the morning having a very pain headache 38 degree!!! tsk tsk.. actually gt work de.. but cant go le.. so now in dear dear house.. he take good care of me.. so happy.. LOL.. won talk much.. i go rest liao.. take care everyone.. ciao~
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11:45 PM
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Monday, November 21, 2005 :]
Woohoo.. i had a great day today!!! went to settlers cafe today wif my gang.. haahaa.. we had such great fun over there.. play lots of games including the animal games.. haahaa.. yufan so funny.. me n dear dear ok le.. i wore a new top today, dear dear say v nice. but too revealing le.. haha..After we spend 4 hrs in settlers cafe, we went to orchard.. we go to this pub call balcony.. wow.. so nice n so comfy!!! totally slack there.. dear dear wan2 buy this motorola razer fone.. but i disagree wif him cuz he haf too many things to buy and all are queueing up in his wishlist le..
DEAR'S WISHLIST:
1) Liverpool Jersey 2) Oakley Sunglass (MOST EXPENSIVE!!!)
3) Dice w light 4 the decoration of his car 4) Motorola Razver V3 5) Burberry Polo TeE 6) Designed Couple Ring
Tsk tsk.. see! so many things wan2 buy.. somemore all so expensive de.. he is nuts!!! gt money oso not like tt waste de ba!!! dear ah.. use money wisely la.. in future u no money, see how u survive!!! LOL...
Anyway, went to Paragon to search for daddy's present.. go to Polo Ralph Lauren but din see any to our liking.. so we intend to go valentino.. but valentino nv sell polo tee.. sigh.. in the end went to Burberry.. cuz dear dear always go there buy clothes and he know wat to look for.. glad to haf such a resorcesful dear.. LOL.. we pick around 2 to 3 polo tees and dear volunteer to try them on for me to see.. wow.. dear looks good in the brown one lo.. the green one oso not bad.. so i chose the brown for daddy.. and actually dear oso wan2 buy the brown one for himself.. but i ask him not to cuz in his wardobe there's hell lot of Burberry and Polo Ralph Lauren de.. no point buying more of it.. finally dear dear agree to wat i say.. tsk tsk spoilt kid! haahaa.. juz kidding~
While waiting for Daddy's present to get wrapped, ying they all came to find us.. they decide to change place.. they wan2 go indochine.. i dun like tt place!!! but i haf gt no choice.. finally, tt seems like hours.. i gt hold of daddy's present.. wow, the packaging all v nice lo.. oso gt ribbon de.. so class.. haahaa.. hope daddy will like it~!
Finally, we haf our dinner in Food Republic, bcuz some of us disagree in going indochine.. It was fun having dinner there cuz we order lots of food and the famous prawn noodle wif a v long queue.. Woo.. so full!!! after dinner.. we went to Mambo in Lucky Plaza to play pool cuz dear gt the membership there.. but Shu hui haf to reach home by 11pm, Lionel will haf to send her home.. so in the end, left the 6 of us.. we play a few games of pool den left for home le.. manage to catch the last train, den slack all the way home.. wow.. Wat a Day!!!
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3:12 AM
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Sunday, November 20, 2005 :]
Yawnz... juz back frm work.. first day working banquet in Holiday Inn.. wow.. the pay is like $6.50 lo.. so much!!! much more den oriental or sheraton.. wow.. in future, i will go more to Holiday inn.. today v tired.. 1 person to 2 tables.. who ask me to be the so call lao jiao.. sian.. after tt do OT till 3am.. The OT very shiok de.. little things to do.. mostly is slack only.. money earn till so easy.. Hahaha... but when i reach home, i realise my hand is a little suan...Left the hotel @ 3am, went to the neareest coffee shop wif David, Yong Hui, San wei and the rest of the captain i juz knew de.. they ate fishball noodle while i juz sit there n watch them eat.. cannot eat.. mus jian fei.. Hahaha.. den i da bao fishball noodle back for mei mei cuz she say she hungry.. den david, yong hui n san wei waited for me den we take cab home together.. haahaa.. i not nid to pay cab fare of cuz.. gt this kind of brother not bad ah~ LOL
Msg dear dear n call him since 2am.. but he din reply or call back.. mayb he bz working ba, if not slping lo.. i dun intend to slp.. i wan2 be tired wif him tml so tt i can pei him.. hahaa.. sound so silly.. but since we going to celebrate Ernest's bdae tml together, so why not~ Hope dear contact me soon...
So happy.. Tml going out wif Shen Ying, Pei Shan, Yu Fan, Ernest, Lionel, Valerie and most of all Benjamin^^..LOL cant wait for later to come~~~ hope i enjoy my day later.. muackz~
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5:32 AM
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Saturday, November 19, 2005 :]
Argh!!! Quarrel wif him today.. so fed up.. one whole day nv sms or call me at all.. i gif him miss call lo.. kaoz! at least reply my call ba~ ok.. i admit my way of approaching u when u pick up the fone is wrong.. but do u haf to talk to me till so bad and make me sound as thou it's my fault? everytime quarrel, u always make it sound as thou it's my fault.. wah lao.. wan me to live wif guilt forever si bo??? damn sad!!! ;..( ok.. i know u whole day bz working, even the time to eat oso dun haf.. dun haf to treat me like tt de.. i know u gt try sending a msg to me, but it din got delivered out.. so?? cant u even say sorry? sigh.. sian... wtf la...
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12:09 AM
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Thursday, November 17, 2005 :]
Went to dear dear house this morning to pass him his cable modem de wire.. Dear dear very cute.. all the way act cute n sing Elmo song.. haahaa.. so cute.. i like this kind of dear.. actually dun wan2 K de.. wan2 pei dear till night.. but since i haf promise ann le so go ba.. cannot break promise de ma.. so dear pei me go down to bus stop and wait for bus.. den linoel call to discuss abt the place we going on sunday.. wow.. cant wait for sunday to come.. so happy..anyway, met ann and her gang of fren at orchard party world. went in and sat down.. afterall, i met them twice only, so.. they r consider stranger to me still ba.. and i bu hao yi shi sing first.. so being classified by charx tt i am po po ma ma(undecisive).. haahaa.. always feel tt charx is looking at me in a very weird look.. the way she look @ me v funny.. mayb i think too much ba.. anyway, after a while get along quite well le, manage to sing w/o feeling shy le.. after they went for dinner and i left for home bcuz i kinda of tired to stay there le.. so they went to yoshinoya while i go home...Today Ann not feeling good oh.. bcuz her voice always run key.. LOL.. dun cry la.. in 2 more weeks u will go K again de..so miss dear dear.. slp slp slp... u better dream of me when u slp.. if not CASTRATE U!!!!!
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1:06 AM
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Tuesday, November 15, 2005 :]
went out wif dear today... went to PS to buy his cable modem.. some problem regarding the receptionist.. but luckily dear's good brother works in tt line and help him settle the problem.. after buying the modem, we went to haf dinner.. dear dear order his fav japanese curry pork chop rice
while i order duck noodle.. tt duck noodle not nice @ all lo.. so salty.. So sian..
Ernest msg me let me know tt he din pass his Tp today.. nxt TP on the 16th of feb.. sigh.. Ernest, jia you oh..tml going out to K wif Ann, Charx n their 2 guy frens.. dun really feel like going, but i haf promise them.. so i think i better dun break my promise.. Sigh~Very sad.. Dear dear's car shipment is delayed! haf to wait for another month to haf the car.. Sian ah... Nvm dear.. I'll pei u de!! Love You!!!!~
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7:40 PM
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wah kao.. so angry!!! no where to vent my anger.. argh!!! juz went to my dear Ann's blog.. an idiot say tt he despise me n i not fit to be a ger.. ma de.. nv die b4.. say lao niang say till like tt.. told this to my good buddy figgy, kkok and Lei.. all an wei me.. but when i calm down.. i realise i dun haf to be angry over such matter.. if i think i am a ger den i am a ger.. why i care over a nameless idiot? haahaa..
today went to jurong point.. walk around aimlessly with Shen ying.. quite bored, but bought 2 new clothes in Jennyfer.. heehee.. intend to wear it during Ernest's 19th birthday on this coming 20th.. haahaa.. sho happy.. after tt, we wait for pei shan to off frm work den go her hse n create havoc all over.. muahaha.. have a lot of fun there.. we leave her house at around 2am.. so late.. previously dear dear gt sms me to ask me be careful all those.. so glad tt he is showing some care for me.. wow~ I miss dear dear..
anyway, will try to gain some confident back ba.. will jia you de.. love you guys.. especially Dear, Ann, Ying, Shan, Charx and many many more!!!
oh ya.. forget something impt!! i wan2 ask dear dear to let me join the SgOle singing contest!!! it sounds fun.. hope can win something~~
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5:22 AM
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