~ Juliana aka Wenzi aka liwen aka Lanelle
~ Single
~ 12 october
~ 20 going to be 21!!
~ Singapore
~ Currently studying in NYP, taking Nursing Course
~ Libran. (An elegant n classy horoscope!)
:.(^(oo)^) my wishLists(^(00)^) .: x)
~ To Slim Down
~ Finish My Diploma ASAP n Be A Nurse [Granted]
~ Papillio or Birkenstock Cheery or flowery sandal[Granted]
~ Dress which i can match wif my jeans[Granted]
~ Ipod Ear piece[Granted]
~ Colour Contact lenses
~ Piano
~ Car
~ Japanese Digital Curl
~ Vera Wang Princess Perfume
~ (to be continue.....)
:. my loVeS .: x)
~ My Family
~ My Friends Who Know Me The Most: Ying, Ernest, Shan, Fan, Valerie n Lionel
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Friday, February 25, 2005 :]
sigh.. gt up late today.. suppose to meet in sch at 8 for the preparation of ica.. but i wake up at 650am.. in the end i haf to rush everything.. luckily i rmb to bring all the things i need out... manage to reach sch at ard 8.15am.. phew!! not tt late.. haha... everyone for there except for Fizah.. all of us were anxious cuz the previous ICA is not well done..apon seeing wat we haf prepare.. i feel that this ICA will be a better one den the previous one... after all the preparation, we went up.. everything go on smoothly except for a few mistakes.. (cuz.. we nv haf any practice on the presentation)... afterall.. i was quite impress wif the performance of my grp member.. amber said tt it's a much more better ICA den the previous one!!
after tt went to Fj and haf lunch.. overheard frm nic n ann tt smthing happen again.. i am very blur so tt's why i din go bother.. even if i wan to bother, they oso heck care me de la~well.. they seem quite piss abt the matter they r talking abt.. so i think it's smthing big n i can foresee tt, smthing serious is gonna happen.. haha!!~ anyway.. he msg me!! haha~
anyway, went for lecture after lunch.. the 3 of us, sit at the left side of the lecture hall..haha.. i din listen to the class because i am busy studying my assessment... after a while, i fall aslp cuz i only haf 2 hr of sleep previously~.. haha~after the first half of the lecture, the lecturer gave us break and nic suddenly tell me tt she thinks tt jacky haf shift to a spot right behind us.. haha~ jacky gonna follow wherever she goes! nic decide to change place.. she sits beside my 'husband' hu can protect her for the time being.. haha.. tt jacky ah.. is the so call ' ma bu zhi lian chang'.. haha~ manage to tolerate until the end of the lecture.. sigh.. sho tired.. nic suddenly ask me to go and see ishad's hp.. i was like, 'huh? see his hp for wat..' so i ask her wat is it.. she told me tt, ishad put my photo as the screen saver of his handphone... OMG!!! i was shock apon hearing tt...
anyway, nic, ann talks to cat n aunty.. haha, dun know wat they talking la.. not my prblem.. dun care better..can see from far, nicole is very angry wif cat.. a fight may broke out anytime.. luckily it did not... if not we'll see the cats fighting!! haha~ so after their talk, can see tt cat dun look good... her face black black de... ann n nic suggest tt we go to e plaza and take a look at the blog... so all of us went up and squeexe to a comp...
aiyoyo.. so shock apon seeing when she wrote since the day we knew each other.. the bonding in our previous grp and so on.. luckily she din say anything bad abt me.. haha.. my relationship is still not bad ma~ haha.... we wanted to see the blog tt actually make them angry.. but cat is fast enuff to deletel it off.. sigh.. din get a chance to kay po!!!~.. anyway, after this incident, i dun think i will treat cat as normal fren ba... i think i will dislike her.. bcuz i dun like ppl hu r like this.. sigh... wat a dramatic day today!! sigh.. went for assessment after tt..
sigh... went for my assessment.. get quite worried when nicole say tt tt idiot Chan Chee Beng teaches a lot of wrong stuff.. in the end i haf a lot of mistakes and i fail my dressing technics.. sigh.. but luckily i pass my oral medication... feeling so depress.. i gave my Vin dear dear a sms.. telling him abt my 'misfortunate'.. haha... he quite supportive la.. Vin dear dear.. xie xie ni wor~ sigh... tired... got home... slack!!!
andy msg me asking me wat type of movie i wana watch on friday.. he wan2 watch a midnight movie.. haha~ well.. i dun decide on things, so he haf to decide everything.. including on where we'll haf our dinner etc.. intend to join ann and her guy fren.. haha~ go take neoprint together!!! woohoo!!~ hope it will be as plan tml... heehee~ anyway, i told Andy abt tt guy in my class, putting my pic on th hp.. Andy told me smthing shocking!! he say tt he oso did the same.. i was tottally freak out!! haha~ i was shock tt he actually did tt.. haha~ i think i am happy n glad tt he put my pic up.. haha.. good job andy... lol~
well, went out for dinner after tt wif parent and nothing special happen le.. but when i am writing this blog.. Vin dear dear kept pester me for the address to my blog.. haha~ sho cute!! hao la.. saw it le ma??? gt ur name leh.. happy???
* special thx to nicole.. she haf been helping me alot.. she provide me wif information of the assessment.. she provide me wif the shoulder pad... she provide me wif the plaster for my leg in order not to get blister cuz i wore a new shoe today.. thank you nicole.. zhen de hen xie xie ni.. and btw, i love your company too.. and tt goes to amber, ann,joanne , nini and max...
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Saturday, February 19, 2005 :]
waiting in vain for u to sms me today.. u said u finish ur exam today.. once u finish ur exam u will call or sms me... i haf been waiting in vain for ur tt call.. even if it;s a miss call i will also be contented... intend to gif up on u a few days ago.. but the msg u send me yesterday pull me back again... it's like the flame is going to vanish and u haf relighted it wif hope yesterday.. but today, it's going to extinguish again.. y u like to light the flame n extinguish it again? very fun? u said in the msg " Tormented and torn.. i can see ur smile in my heart.." but r u sure u really mean every word u say? i feel so unstable and not sure abt the feeling u haf for me.. pls stop torturing me n gif me a way to live...
i always wanted to live in ur heart... am i living in ur heart now? if i do.. pls let me know... why 2 ppl in love dun wan2 be together? are u waiting for me to take action or i am not up to ur standard? it's a disgrace being wif me? or i am too emotional for u... dun always play wif my feeling... they hurt eveytime when u din reply my msg or want to end the conversation wif me.. mayb to u, it's nothing.. but to me, every second, every minute we spend together it will always be the happiest time i will haf... Recaping, the day we went for a movie in cine... suppose we meet ard our estate but u said town will be better in the end we went for movie.. i still rmb we went to watch "Feng Shui" it's a horror movie which i enjoy very much... i enjoy ur company too... haha.. went to buy the tix after tt we had a few hours to spare b4 the movie start.. went walking towards PS, feeling the wind blowing against my face.. i tell myself tt i am really going to enjoy being wif u today... love pinching ur face.. n i know u love to pinch mine too.. haha... during movie, clinching on u.. i can feel a sense of secure being wif u.. can feel tt u r trying to protect me, but dun dare to be too obvious.. cuz, afterall we r still frenz... after movie.. went strolling again... walking towards the bus stop waiting for the night rider.. we talk non stop.. haha~ we can talk from the show to ur trash dunk.. lol~ sitting at the bus stop.. yawning, i being to feel tired.. haha~ finally the bus reach n we boarded, we dun talk much on the way home.. u notice tt i am tired.. u ask me to slp on ur shoulder but i purposely wan u to say it again... but due to ur shyness, u say u said nothing... haha~ but in the end i am still lying on ur shoulder and fallen into a deep slp b4 we reach home... i can smell ur smell.. a kind of smell which i fall deeply in love with.. apon reaching home, we sat a stone nearby to chat for a while.. u told me abt these few gers who woo u.. u said u dun like them being over sensitive or too initiative.. tt's why till now, i did not take any action at all... as time past by, u ask me to go home, but i refuse to cuz i wan2 pei u... haha~ in the end u haf to hold my hand n drag me all the way to my hse.. opening the door, i cant bear to let u leave.. but i haf got no chioce... we r frenz afterall... when r u going to cross ur own border n come over to mine?
" I'm Lying Alone Wif My Head On E Phone... Thinking Of U till It Hurts... I Know U Hurt Too.. But Wat Else Can We Do?? Tormented N Torn Apart.. I Can See Ur Smile In My Heart!!~"