Sunday, May 10, 2009 :]
I JUST NEED A DAMN BLOODY PORTER TO VENT MY ANGER!!!! Getting angry over job is always happening morever i'm having shift work it's very hard to engage to after work fun n night life. So where do i vent my fustration? My Family? My Boyfriend? or my friends?! Of cuz not rite? they r human too n they haf anger!!!!
So the only way i can say it out is thru here but u know wat, wat media policy n stuffs. Staffs cannot post photo of the hospital, patient and ward or even talk abt the specific location. so fine, i did not post any photos, i did not mention any name of the hospital, i did not mention the ward i'm working in i NEVER even mention names!!! So wat wrong haf i got in blogging or writing how i feel in facebook? Where's all the human rights? I did not touch any of the rule of the media policy, i did not go against any so wat's wrong in blogging and saying out how i feel after bottling them up???
Limitation reaching.. I'm not sure how long can i hold on. It's only a matter of time i guess. Good luck -_-
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7:58 AM
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Saturday, May 09, 2009 :]
I know, It has been a long time since i last blog. But now i think there's really a need for me to do so bcuz i've been keeping all this inside me and i nid to vent it out!
This ward sister is really getting on my nerve, everyone is doing it wat cant u juz open ur eyes n see or wat? so angry. and the roster u r the one who wrote it den isn't it rightful for us to call u? Wat if we din call n u say tt we are being disrespectful towards u, din consult ur opinion But wat we can is scolding when we call u. FINE! i wont call u anymore! Watever. As u wish!!! Ur ward staffs will surely leave the ward one by one as u can see Many of them haf left. And the next one will be ME! ARGH!
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4:19 PM
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Tuesday, October 07, 2008 :]
Death.. I've been encountering with death for the past few weeks. 3 patients death within 2 weeks. Remember the 1 st death during my first night where the call bell mysteriously rang by itself? And the next 2 deaths the following week with a seperation of 2 days each. Amuse? I'm the lucky girl of the ward for the time being. And having phobia now whenever there's ill patient. I'm afraid i will need to see death again so soon...
Forget and forgive. I realise i'm such person whereby i can forgive one easily. Is it good or is it bad?
I forgive people who once hurt me deeply, i forgive people who sprout nonsense of me. But this doesn't mean i can be taken advantage of. So, cherish me =)
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1:07 AM
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Tuesday, September 30, 2008 :]
Raining heavily. Down pouring heavily even when i haven finish my work today. Mixed feeings i have today. Happen all of a sudden after so long. Why would i feel this way? This is not to be thou shall i carry.
Name list for the guest invited for my birthday celebration is up and ongoing. Never expect to have such a big number. Maybe because i'm co celebrating with my one of my collegue as well i guess. Family and friends, Especially secondary and poly sch frens.. Pls come automatically... haha.. u guys of cuz are in the invitation list =) |
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11:14 PM
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Sunday, September 21, 2008 :]
yes yes yes.. i'm Blogging! anyway am working now. YES! it's sunday.. but so? nurses got no weekend =(
Was reading this ghost stories abt the hospital and i came across this story which talks abt a dying patient and stuffs.. Well, let me share my experience with u guys too. Here goes...
It was the first day of my night, and i receive the reports over fromt he previous staffs and they told me tt this particular patient on bed 6 is not staying for long as her blood sugar shows only 2.3mmol while the normal range is 4 to 8 mmol. Anyway alot of her family member is on her bed side and according to them, she's waiting for one more relative to arrive from another country. She's hanging on to her life dearly to see the last relative.
At around 9.30pm, the last relative came into the ward. Everyone has arrive and they all crowd around her bed, parying for her n talking to her. Around 10.30pm, the call bell of this bed 6 rang. Feeling abit weird because patient is not fit enough to press the call bell, and all the relatives is around her, so i tot it might be one of the relative asking for something. When i went in, i ask all of them anyone press the call bell, none of them haf touch the call bell @ all n it's dangling on the bed side rail. Obviously, no one touches it. Looking @ patient, she look sound asleep as her relative patted her to slp previously. But something was amiss so i try to feel for her pulse n try to get her blood pressure but i hear n get nothing.
Immediately call the doctor on call, came n certify her death @ 1042pm. Dun u found it amazing? Call bell ring by itself. is it a sign from the patient that she is leaving and need us to verify her death? Scarly isn't?
Hahaha. Did i scare u guys? Well back to work for me. passing over alr. Shall update soon =)
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8:04 PM
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Monday, September 15, 2008 :]
update Update UPDATE!!! Woowow.. it has been quite sometime since i last update.. maybe it's due to the lacking of night shifts in my schedule. HeeHee (*__*) Alright, i nid to write something for the stalker out there to cont stalking on me u see. gua gua~Anyway, alot of things happen around me. Things like Bubu getting sad, emotional and thinking of doing silly things. Pei Shan breaking up with Ernest. Sighhhh... That is why i dun believe in marriage. Human changes everytime, how can u be sure that the feelings for one another nv changes? It's either the love grow stronger day by day, years by years or it will juz cease as days, weeks and months goes by.Oh ya, Btw Daday bought a new car. It's a Honda Freed and the worst thing is, i'm gonna drive the suzuki APV!!! Oh my.. a total diaster. I really haf the thinking that i rather take public transport den drive tt big "van". I really hope daddy can change his mind and get me a smaller car even thou it's juz a KIA Picanto.. PLssss Daddy.... *Plead* Oh ya.. Freed Looks like this
And Suzuki APV looks like this!!! oh man -_-
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12:45 AM
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Wednesday, August 27, 2008 :]
Pictures tells a thousand words right? So the post today will be about my trip to Sentosa with Uma, Xiao Wei who happen to have the same off day together and also ShiJie (Bubu). So enjoy =)
As usual, taking pictures in the toilet. One of the trademark not to be missed!
Some candid post =)
In Luge, on the skytrain going up towards the place for the so call go cart
Just me and Bubu.. The helmet is smelly -_- yucks!
What i always wanted but unable to have it =(
I simply love the editing of this. Credit goes to Bubu =)
Thats Bubu, me and Xiao Wei. Uma in the toilet i think
Slippers.. Nothing much.. Wu liao la~
My off day is spent like this with meaning. Very meaningful to spend it this way with my dear Bubu, Uma and Xiao Wei. It's a pity that Grace cant make it. If not she will enjoy it too. Thank you. I'm really glad to have friends like u guys around. Really grateful =)
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11:58 PM
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~ Juliana aka Wenzi aka liwen aka Lanelle
~ To Slim Down
~ My Family
Bubblejoy ShiJie
Death.. I've been encountering with death for the past few weeks. 3 patients death within 2 weeks. Remember the 1 st death during my first night where the call bell mysteriously rang by itself? And the next 2 deaths the following week with a seperation of 2 days each. Amuse? I'm the lucky girl of the ward for the time being. And having phobia now whenever there's ill patient. I'm afraid i will need to see death again so soon...
As usual, taking pictures in the toilet. One of the trademark not to be missed!
Some candid post =)
In Luge, on the skytrain going up towards the place for the so call go cart
Just me and Bubu.. The helmet is smelly -_- yucks!
What i always wanted but unable to have it =(
I simply love the editing of this. Credit goes to Bubu =)
Thats Bubu, me and Xiao Wei. Uma in the toilet i think
Slippers.. Nothing much.. Wu liao la~
